This Is Me!

Ummm.. hi? I don't really know what to say here considering people can just read this... um.. my name's nicole and i obviously can't sleep. I have to be up early in the morning to take care of some shit and apply for some jobs. Which sucks, but ya can't live without money, now can ya?

Today has been a bit of a rough day for me. I've been house sitting for my cousin's for a month now. They came home a day early and the day they came, I didn't stop by the house because I really didn't have the time or energy (i was wasted the night before... i needed a recovery day. May not be the best excuse but it's the truth.) Well, they thought that I wasn't there for a few days, because the cat peed on the floor a few times. But the cats were peeing on the floors everyday, they've gotta be pissed that their owners have been gone for a month! So they decide that they don't want to pay me for the entire MONTH that i've been there. And, because i'm a pushover and can't stick up for myself for the life of me, i let it slide. But, in reality i'm fucking pissed! It really, really sucks!

NEVER WORK FOR FAMILY!

Then, to start off my day, I wake up by a phone call from my ex boyfriend that I've been apart from for about 2 and 1/2 weeks now. We talked for about 3 hours and we fought, then told each other we loved each other, then fought... it was just terrible and it made me SO sad!

Not a very good day, to say the least...